i remembered those days when i wished so badly to get this job, being able to travel and be happy. today i went back to the place where it all started; training school. those days i was so determined to jump up from bed, get dressed and all ready to start this dream. now, i look back, and really wonder what the fck have i done. its not that job i pictured, getting all excited for my departures and arrivals. now, let me describe this feeling to u, soaking ur hands in ice cubes for 5 mins and den trying to pinch them.... this is how it feels

and for a moment, we were happily holding hands skippin around and now ure gone. i miss you...