picture this, i have been a bloody piece of shit the past 8days.

sleep-eat on bed-food under bed-sleep-wake up-use the same bowl that was under my bed-eat-sleep-leave home-out out out doing nothing but.. eat? supper.. talk shit-home
sleep-eat on bed-food under bed-sleep-wake up-use the same bowl that was under my bed-eat-sleep-leave home-out out out doing nothing but.. eat? supper.. talk shit-home
sleep-eat on bed-food under bed-sleep-wake up-use the same bowl that was under my bed-eat-sleep-leave home-out out out doing nothing but.. eat? supper.. talk shit-home

and now i have to go back to that life.. smiling so wide like a big fat liar.. oh well.. i cant complain. that's my job huh.. bloody hell.. when i think of having to leave for a 6days trip.. i just feel sick.. but on the brighter side.. im heading to Athens.. always wanted to see the Acropolis.. so i guess i should be more positive. im such a loser huh? i have the chance to visit all these wonderful countries.. and yet im here complaining... i should learn to like my job soon.. its been bloody 10months.. i hope i will.