was having supper with a friend of mine last night. we were discussing whats life all about. we are living in the world where money really is necessary to our life, where we gotta face it... saving for future needs.... be it studies, passion, travel or just the things you wanna do, the places you wanna go. i cant seem to answer this you see... working in this line, yes, earning a well amount of money that I can save monthly, and not having to be a stingy little shit details.

was watching PS I love you for the 3rd time and it just cant make me not cry. Its the saddest thing when you just cant let go of that someone you have always thought, would be there for you, would be the one who you can count on, being that partner who would live up to your promises and giving you the big huggs and kisses everyday you get back home from work, and he just leaves you w/o giving you time to prepare yourself mentally that, "Love, i gotta leave you.."

on joyjoy's 21st!

looking thru my folders of pictures with my friends, here are some of my favs:

i miss you my dear friends.

hey there im back. met very very very nice people again. this time, for once, work was so enjoyable for me though i was still having a little bad gastric pains. its really the leaders that sets the mood. I seriously seriously have to say, this is my F-I-R-S-T time after five god damn months that I felt so happy working. working hard for for the right reason and with the best people. ive got no pictures to post. im really not the typical ones that are super enthusiastic, going around snapping the food i eat, the places ive walked around.... sometimes sometimes, i do snap pictures.

i guess its because its my bloody third time there. how nice okay, im always doing these routes. nice roster. so nice. (rants rants rants like no tomorrow.....)

anyways, im going to meet CQ soon. i need to make bloody full use of all my time i have in sg. for friends, family. this makes me alive. so alive! woohoo!

leavedatesssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well, after much shit hard of work, here are my given leave dates:

18oct-25oct 8days
01nov-07nov 7days
11dec-17dec 7days

i just cant wait for these days to come... i will rot and meet up with my friends! so bloody happy i cant waittttttttttt

actually i wanted to talk more about last nights meet up with my fellow friends. however i was having very bad gastric pain till it was just that sentence. ha. now i have taken a big terrifying cup of ginger water that mum made for me, and though it suck, im feeling alot better. i can fart now, n my tummy isnt cramping that badly than the few hours ago.

so here it goes, i need to complain first, ive been called up for a freaking MELBOURNE again. how nice. its my 3rd time going there. on the happier side, i can see my coussie there. :)

last night's chatting session was good. it made me think about what i should be doing in time to come, how i should plan for my future, how am i going to make my life/career something that i would be comfortable and contented with.

i found an old picture, here it is, it really does make me smile..

poly mates & kk over supper at kovan yesterday.

accompanied CQ for her night classes at SIM. makes me think what if i wanna study in time to come. doing my full time job and on the other hand, having to go diligently for classes. guess who i bumped into? NICHOLAS! unlucky. anyway, as mentioned in my previous post, I reported sick for my money tree flight. there goes my income this month...... my heart is aching!

leaving tonight, be back home on friday at 5.45pm... i know time will fly darnnn fast.. i will be home real soon. polymates+lecturer= YEPPIE!

wahahahhaa i reported sick today! there goes 1.4k..... good bye new york

leaving on monday for 8days, will be back the 15th. wish me luck.