keeping my fingers crossed real hard that my flight will be approved for swop of off days!!!! i just wanna be with my baby.... :(

jalan bersah dim sum with my brother. its rare that he would actually leave home for food late in the night.... hmmmmm. 12.54am tuesday morning. damn it. im starting work on thursday. its going to be a mad mad rush as i have taken up an extra flight which falls on xmas eve n xmas itself. it was suppose to be my off days as i will be back from manchester on the 23rd. however i decided: CHIONG AR. i need to work extremely hard. please bless me with good health and fighting spirit that i can go through this with a positive mindset.

7.17am

i was almost in the state of depression when i knew i couldnt spend the weekend with my boyfriend. whining with that sulky shit face almost the whoooole friday....saturday. but i was damn bloody happy to recieve the call from him on sunday morning around 2am that he could book out!!!!!!!!!!!!! woke up at 5 to get sausage muffin w/egg n headed to his camp!

now im back home... feeling all so lonely again

time flies...

sighsssssssssssss i miss my boyfriend so bloody much. driving out by myself, i feel so insecure...
please come back home to me soon baby...

met up with wp,mar,mich,hy my sec sch mates!