and so my leave ends this friday.. so freaking emo... i hate to work.. but what can i do about it.. life is just like this.

i have dreams.. big dreams.. i wanna open my own shop.. live in an apartment with my own swimming pool.. so i can get my girl friends to have pool parties with me.. i want that fancy lifestyle which those rich peeps are living at sentosa cove.. i dont mind leaving along white house park.. or even berrima road..

i recalled that very day when i was working as a poor poor designer.. my boss brought me to view this home.. which is like....... so damnnnnn nice.. in the car porch.. awaits that freaking yellow lambo n that beauty maserati... freaking hell... n his gf is ah tiong lor... do u noe whats ah tiong? make a guess... hahaha i just learnt this term frm my bf...

after visiting that super duper home... i told myself i wanna be rich.. n i wanna be successful and i wanna live a super good life.. i dont know if i can do it.. but i really dream of it everyday... hahahah.... maybe my plan of opening my own food stall will be a good idea.. :P

huitze is gonna quit her job n study in sydney.. im going to miss her.. cos she's really a super crazy friend.. im really happy that she managed to change her narita-lax flight to my frankfrut-nyc flight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so im gonna have 8 good days with her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here we come nyc!

i guess im gonna stay with my current job for another 2 years? i fucking hate it so much, but i think thats the safest thing to do now..

ABU DHABI = HEATSTROKE

the pain in my head is not going away... fuck

aileen, you made my day, flying is so horrible.. being in the country with a group of ridiculous people which u rarely know for a few hours.. having to go eat with them.. ice break with them.. hang out with them just for the sake of going to the nearby mall for meals.. fucking sucks.

in abu dhabi now... cant wait for aileen to come.. :P